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Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009
5:39 am - Wow... been a long time
Figured I'd let everyone know how I'm doing since it's been ages since I updated this. Firstly, I've been dating my wonderful girlfriend Tiffany for almost a year and a half now. I have a car... a 1982 Chevrolet Suburban... sucks down gas but it gets me to and from work. Speaking of... I also have a job. I work with the military to help create scenarios to prepare the troops for deployment. It's actually a lot of fun... and it pays well! Yay!

current mood: mischievous

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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
7:30 pm - Wow... first update in a long time.
Been busy working... not much in terms of spare time. Let's see... what have I been up to? Went to 40 Year Celebration for the SCA... that was awesome. My job just gave me 2 weeks notice on Monday which is... annoying. They say everyone loves working with me... I'm a hard worker... learn quickly... but they're firing me. I don't get it. Oh well... my last day will be 2 days before my 6 month mark there. But yea... gotta find a new job. Gonna go to Autumn War... should be lots of fun. I'm taking a friend of mine... really hoping she has fun. Still single... still hating it. Other than that... not much new.

current mood: tired

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Friday, March 10th, 2006
8:59 pm - Life
Got a better job! Woohoo! No more Taco Bell! I now work at the Humane Society in the surgery department! Yay! I'm also finally getting a new bed! It's pertyful :-D That's about all the fun news in my life... so... yea...

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
1:56 pm - Bah Humbug
Stupid Single Awareness Day. Bah.

current mood: crappy

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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
12:49 am - Birthday
Hooray! I'm 20 today! *Dances*

current mood: okay

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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
3:00 pm - New Year
So far... not much different than last year. I may be losing my home by Friday. New Year's Eve was fun at least. Spent it with Imi, Shawn, and Mike up in Seattle. Ended up driving around Seattle looking for something to do... finally ending up in a parking lot to watch the fireworks from the Space Needle... but I was with my favorite people so it was fun. Other than that... blah. But yea... Happy New Year everyone.

current mood: blah

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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
3:56 pm - Grr
Have to go to father's house. Blah. I fucking hate it there. If I'm lucky I'll convince them to take me home Wednesday. Grrrr... *thumps head on desk* I REALLY don't want to see them. Hopefully I'll make it back alive and in one piece. Until then... I'm mentally cuddling while physically cuddling the stuffed animal Imi gave me.

current mood: pissed off

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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
7:56 pm - Quick quiz
Lovers' embrace
Your French name is
It means 'beloved'.
You need to love and be loved. You love with all of
your heart, and expect the same in return. What
you want most is to make the ones you love
happy. You are warm and affectionate.

What is your French name?
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current mood: loved

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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
10:57 pm - *Dances*
Hooray for kisses!!! Hehehehee... *dances some more*

current mood: giddy

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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
3:48 pm - Lyrics

Ghost Love Score

We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day

- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I`ll bleed forever

Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory

- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I will bleed forever

Into the blue memory

A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be

The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love n` loss

Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me

Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the hangman`s noose

Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep

Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast

Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I`ll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love

- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
You were the one to cut me
So I`ll bleed forever

current mood: meh

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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
4:36 pm - My Weekend
Rather bleh to be honest... definately not the most fun I've had in a while. Went to Bremerton with Imi and Shawn... hung out with Patrick and Bootstrap all weekend. I get the feeling Imi and Bootstrap were the only ones that really had fun. Shawn and I had to sleep out in the front room... her on the couch and me on a foam pad on the floor. Sue me if this is petty or something... but my idea of fun is not sleeping on the floor after feeling like a third wheel for two "couples" all weekend. So yea... if that offends someone... deal I guess. That's how I feel about it... and this is my space to speak my mind.

current mood: depressed

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Friday, October 14th, 2005
2:13 pm - Last Chance
As the subject suggests... I'm going to Last Chance this weekend. No more events till May *cries* Oh well... gives me time to finish my tent I suppose. But yea... that's about all that's going on. Still no money from Annie... though I really need to get that soon... hopefully I will.

current mood: depressed

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Saturday, September 24th, 2005
2:19 am - Small rant warning
I hate me. I hate all the flaws I find in myself... and I hate the flaws others find in me. I make a horrible girl apparently... and I certainly don't make a better guy... not that I'd even want to be a guy. Ew. Not my cup of tea. I don't know... I'm just frusterated with myself. I'm nervous about the idea of moving... for several reasons... but I don't see how I can stay here. *Thumps head on desk and sighs* I want someone to cuddle with right now... even as a friend...

current mood: kind of depressed

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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
10:02 pm - *Scratches head*
Does anybody ever read this thing anymore?

Since everyone else is filling it out...Collapse )

current mood: lonely... but ok I suppose

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Thursday, September 8th, 2005
3:43 pm - *Dances*
I got my first tattoo! Hooray! It's so pretty hehe. And I get to go to Autumn War! *Dances around* YAY!

current mood: amused

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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
12:19 am - FUCK!!!
God damnit I'm in a fucking prison!!! My oh so charming mother has decided to UNPLUG THE FUCKING INTERNET because "I need to sleep". GRRR!!!! This is bullshit.

current mood: angry

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Friday, September 2nd, 2005
11:32 pm - Grrr
Fuck. I'm not supposed to be at home right now... I don't want to be here. Oh and I get to pull money out of a hat because Annie hasn't paid me back yet. Joy. I love my life...

current mood: annoyed

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Sunday, August 28th, 2005
2:24 am - ARG! *Thumps head*
That's it... I give up. I'm just going to die alone. I have a cat... I can deal... or at least I'll have to learn to. As of Autumn War it will have been 9 months since I've had anything more than a kiss... and everyone I find that I'm actually attracted to me seems to be turning me down... so to hell with it. *Sighs* I give up.

current mood: defeated

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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
10:26 pm - A quiz... and some good information
You are Phedre. You are drop-dead gorgeous, kinky,
perceptive and troubled. Your strong, fiery
spiritual desires sometimes upset your cunning
chessmaster's mind, sweeping you away in a haze
of passion- but even the gods tremble when they
fear that they have betrayed your trust.

Kushiel's Quiz
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Good information to keep in mind...Collapse )

current mood: lonely

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Sunday, August 21st, 2005
6:28 pm - *Yawns*
Back from Dragon's Down... was fun for the most part... though I did sleep in the back of the truck last night so I'm rather sore. Medea and Kaiya's party was fun as well. This upcoming weekend Imi, Tamsin, and I are gonna go camping at Ruby Beach... after that September Crown is the 2nd through 5th. But yea... I'm feeling kinda sick to my stomach so it's time for me to take a shower and lay down. Tschus.

current mood: nauseated/upset and lonely

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